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[ Yes, This is an AD SPACE ]
Many kind souls have written to give me advice: Leave him, move out, call the authoroties, or maybe a get councilling. As you know ive been in therappy--but I have a new counsellor since my last update. The other one resigned. More about that later.
One reson why I take care of Granfather is part of a deal made to avoid punishment for monetary oblogations. Much of the money, (but not all of what I owe), I owe to guess who? Yup, the old mutant.
Ive been airing allot of bad things about my grangfather on the Web, but not admited my OWN wrongdoing. Not coming clean has augmented my feelings of wourthlessness, and made worse my poor selfimage problem. Its time I set things straight, and do it publicly:
Granfather: I'm sorry for wronging you in this way. You are a misseroble, abusive old basterd, and everything Ive said about you on this web site is true. However, I shoud admit that I am indebbted to YOU, as well as other fammily members. Thanks for working out this deal with me, along with the courts. I will pay you back, someday I promise.
My therapist told me that if it is indeed my decission to put this on the web, that I should show granfather the page--and understand that reguardless of his response to it--Be it good, bad or indifforent, that I should acept it, as it is part of my therapeutic well-being. Well, I did show it to him after he ate brekfast, and he laughed his head off so bad that farina was comin out of his nose. Boy he made fun of me and said "I'm paying the piper by being his asswipper."
Then he called this woman on the phone to tell her, and she lauaghed her ass off too. Yes, granfather has a "Main Squeeze"--I woudnt call her a girlfreind, (becuase Ive seen the entrys in the checkbook). But she does come over for 2 hours once a week as a "vollunteer home care specailist", and BELEIVE ME, Im sure to be the HELL AWAY from our property during that time. The noises that come from inside is like the scene in Jourassic Park when they fed the bull to the T-rex. Once they friggin' knocked the trailor off the cinder blocks. We had to call a contractor with a hieydraullic jack to lift it up an put the blocks back under it. The womman is an ugly old Hoe about 50 and looks like the Unabombor in drag.
Eastor Suprise: That 'bunny' ain't chocollate